Saturday, April 30, 2011

Fakta tentang cewek! Ini yg gue alami

Percuma dulu kita pake kenalan, PDKT-an segala lah. Ah! Gak penting emang. Gue gak nyangka lo bakalan setega ini sama gue. Kalo emang lo gk bener-bener sayang, ngapain lo bilang sayang sama gue? Ngapain lo pake janji-janji segala sama gue? Mana janji lo yg beberapa hari yg lalu? TAI emang ya lo. Lo bilang gue sayang, ke sahabat gue sayang, ke cewek mana lagi lo bilang sayang? HAH?!!
Lo emang ganteng boy, imut, lucu, tp mulut lo... becek bgt! manis bangeeet ya! gombal banget ya! tai tai emang lo. ARGH! Pokoknya GUE NYESEL SE NYESEL-NYESELNYA PERNAH KENAL SAMA LO! TITIK!!!!! Ini mungkin karma buat gue, jg karma buat lo. Suatu saat lo bakalan faham kok sama semua ini. Arti dari rasa sayang, arti dari kesetiaan, arti dari kejujuran. Yg lo tau dan yg lo faham itu ARTI DARI PENGKHIANATAN! KEBOHONGAN! KE-PLAYBOY-AN!  PERSELINGKUHAN! MAININ HATI CEWEK! Lo faham kan kalo sama yg itu? Gue tau ko. Sangat tau.
Kalo emang lo sayang-ny sama sahabat gue, kenapa gk lo balikan aja sana? Gk usah pake ngelewati gue segala kali, njing! Lo salahin gue, seolah-olah gue yg salah. Padahal gue tau, itu trik dari lo. Biar lo bisa jauh dari gue kan? Yg gue mau tanyain nih, sama cowok SE-NAJIS lo. KENAPA YA DULU LO DEKETIN GUE? KENAPA LO BILANG SAYANG SAMA GUE? KENAPA LO NEMBAK GUE? KENAPA HARUS KAYAK GINI TUH? KENAPAAAAAA COBA!!!!!!! T_T
Segampang itu aja lo bilang SAYANG, dan segampang itu juga lo bilang seolah-olah gue yg salah. Biar gue ngejauhin lo. Biar gue lupa sama lo. Dan biar lo jadian lagi sama sahabat gue! BASI taugak, nyet!
Gue cuma mau ngasih JARI TENGAH aja buat KALIAN SEMUA PARA COWOK YANG BISANYA NYAKITIN PERASAAN CEWEK! KALIAN NGIRA, CEWEK ITU NANGIS KALO PARA COWOK TINGGALIN. IYA, EMANG IYA! SAKIT BANGET RASANYA! MAKANYA KITA NANGIS! TAPI CEWEK ITU LEBIH TEGAR & KUAT DARI COWOK! 

- CEWEK BISA AKAN SEOLAH-OLAH TERSENYUM, TETAPI PADAHAL HATI-NYA SEDANG TERLUKA.
- CEWEK AKAN MEMBOHONGI PERASAANNYA, KARENA DIA GAK MAU ADA YG KECEWA.
- CEWEK YANG PASRAH. MAU DI APAIN AJA SAMA COWOK!
- CEWEK LEBIH SABAR DAN TEGAR. MESKI DIA PERASA DAN SERING MENANGIS.
- CEWEK ITU BUTUH KESETIAAN DARI COWOK, BUKAN PENGKHIANATAN!
- CEWEK ITU BUTUH BUKTI, BUKAN JANJI !!

Cewek itu sebenernya bukan lemah, tapi dia perasa. Apapun itu, banyaknya menggunakan HATI bukan EMOSI kayak para cowok! Jadi, JANGAN SEKALI-KALI NGANGGAP CEWEK ITU KONDOM YG ABIS PAKE LANGSUNG BUANG! DAN JANGAN SEKALI-KALI NGANGGEP CEWEK ITU LEMAH DAN CENGENG! KARENA DI BALIK ITU SEMUA, ADA ARTI DI BALIK ARTI. INGEEEET!!! KALO KALIAN PARA COWOK BERANI MENYAKITI HATI CEWEK, SAMA AJA KALIAN TELAH MENYAKITI PERASAAN MAMA KALIAN SENDIRI!

thanks! gue bikin postingan ini bertujuan buat mengeluarkan kekesalan gue ke cowok yg udah nyakitin hati gue! dan gk pernah akan gue maafin dia, kalo dia gk minta maaf!!! THANKYOU. </3

156. the PILLARS of the EARTH

Ken Follett 1989

Set in medieval England, this absorbing and immense historical fiction encompasses generations of church builders whose aim is to built the most magnificent Kingsbridge Cathedral. The intricate plot includes a tapestry of love, greed, power, war, religion, politics of government and church, and is told with a heavy but necessary dose of descriptive architectural information as well as memorable strong characters such as Prior Philip, the two church builders Tom and Jack, Ellen, Aliena and Prince William Hamleigh. An epic saga worth reading!

'The small boys came early to the hanging.'(opening line)

'The girl turned her hypnotic golden eyes on the three strangers, the knight, the monk and the priest, and then she pronounced her curse, calling out the terrible words in ringing tones:"I curse you with sickness and sorrow, with hunger and pain; your house shall be consumed by fire, and your children shall die on the gallows; your enemies shall prosper, and you shall grow old in sadness and regret, and die in foulness and agony...'(15)

'Any fool can get into a fight, but a wise man knows how to stay out of them.'(34)

'They were inside the walled cathedral close, which occupied the moment taking it in. Just seeing and hearing and smelling it gave him a thrill like a sunny day. As they arrived behind the cartload of stone, two more carts were leaving empty. In lean-to-sheds all along the side walls of the church, masons could be seen sculpting the stone blocks, with iron chisels and big wooden hammers, into the shapes that would be put together to form plinths, columns, capitals, shafts, buttresses, arches, windows, sills, pinnacles and parapets... To most people it was a scene of chaos, but Tom saw a large and complex mechanism which he itched to control. He knew what each was doing and he could see instantly how far the work had progressed. They were building the east facade.'(45)

'Hunger is the best seasoning.'(62)

'...excessive pride is a familiar sin, but a man may just as easily frustrate the will of God through excessive humility.'(136)

'William hated churches. They were cold and dim even in fine weather, and there was always that faintly corrupt smell lingering in the dark corners and the low tunnels of the ailes. Worst of all, churches made him think of the torments of hell, and he was frightened of hell.'(157)

'Tom designed the three levels of the nave wall -- arcade, gallery and clerestory -- strictly in the proportions 3:1:2. The arcade was half the height of the wall, and the gallery was one third of the rest. Proportion was everything in a church: it gave a subliminal feeling or rightness to the whole building. Studying the finished drawing, Tom thought it looked perfectly graceful. But would Phillip think so? Tom could see the tiers of arches marching down the length of the church, with their moldings and carvings picked out by an afternoon sun... but would Philip see the same?'(290)

'High-born people make poor servants. They are disobedient, resentful, thoughtless, touchy, and they think they're working hard even though they do less than everyone else -- so they cause trouble among the rest of the staff.'(364)

'To swear an oath is to put your soul at risk...  Never take an oath unless you're sure you would rather die than break it.'(376)

'Having faith in God did not mean sitting back and doing nothing. It meant believing that you would find success if you did your best honestly and energetically. Philip's holy duty was to do all he could to prevent the cathedral from falling into the hands of cynical and immoral people who would exploit it for their own aggrandizement.''(417)

'The first casualty of civil war was justice.'(475)

'... Jack was too absorbed in his work to hear the bell. He was mesmerized by the challenge of making soft, round shapes of hard rock. The stone had a will of its own, and if he tried to make it do something it did not want to do, it would fight him, and his chisel would slip, or dig in too deeply, spoiling the shapes. But once he had got to know the lump of rock in front of him he could transform it. The more difficult the task, the more fascinated he was. He was beginning to feel that the decorative carving demanded by Tom was too easy. Zigzags, lozenges, dogtooth, spirals and plain roll moldings bored him, and even these leaves were rather stiff and repetitive. He wanted to curve natural-looking foliage, pliable and irregular, and copy the different shapes of real leaves, oak and ash and birch...'(520)

'She stood in what would be the crossing and looked at the chancel. It was finished but for the roof, and the builders were getting ready for the next phase, the transepts: already the plan had been laid out on the ground on either side of her with stakes and string, and the men had started digging the foundations. The towering walls in front of her cast long shadows in the late-afternoon sun. It was a mild day, but the cathedral felt cold. Aliena looked for a long time at the rows of round arches, large at ground level, small above, and mid-sized on top. There was something deeply satisfying about the regular rhythm of arch, pier, arch, pier.'(614)

'He would never work on another church like Kingsbridge Cathedral, he thought as he sat in the warm Spanish afternoon, listening vaguely to the laughter of the women somewhere deep in the big cool house. He still wanted to build the most beautiful cathedral in the world, but it would not be a massive, solid, fortress-like structures. He wanted to use the new techniques, the rib-vaults and the pointed arches... A picture of a church was forming in his mind. The details were hazy but the overall feeling was very strong: it was a spacious, airy building, with sunlight pouring through its huge windows, and an arched vault so high it seemed to reach heaven.'(685)

'Aliena shaded her eyes. The sunlight coming through the windows at the east end of the church dazzled her. Like a vision, a figure walked her out of the blaze of colored sunshine. He looked as if his hair was on fire. He came closer. It was Jack... Aliena felt faint.'(696)

'The purpose of a wall is to force a delay on the enemy while he's in an exposed position, and enable the defender to bombard him from a sheltered position.'(745)

'Aliena felt an affinity for Ellen: they were both oddities, women who did not fit into the mold.'(788)

'... castles taken by cowardice, trickery or treachery.'(849)

'The more he thought about it, the better he liked it. He visualized the church from the west. The half-arches would look like the wings of a flight of birds, all in a line, just about to take off. They need not be massive. As long as they were well made they could be slender and elegant, light yet strong, just like a bird's wing. Winged buttresses, he thought, for a church so light it could fly.'(874)

'"The seventh step of humility is reached when a man not only confesses with his tongue that he is most lowly and inferior to others, but in his inmost heart believes so." Philip knew he had not yet reached that stage of humility. He had achieved a great deal in his sixty-two years, and he had achieved it through courage and determination and the use of his brain; and he needed to remind himself constantly that the real reason for his success was that he had enjoyed the help of God, without which all his efforts would have come to nothing.'(931)

'Was it possible?
There was something familiar about this situation, he realized. A mutilated corpse, a crowd of onlookers, and some soldiers in the distance: where had he seen this before? What should happen next, he felt, was that a small group of followers of the dead man would range themselves against all the power and authority of the mighty empire.
Of course. That was how Christianity started.'(960)

New American Library Deluxe Edition
973 pages
Book owned
Book qualifies for: 100+ Reading Challenge
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Personal Note:
So sorry for the double posting. My new laptop is confusing me. I should remember to change the publish post date, to prevent these accidental premature postings. Is there anyway to delete a post completely so it does not show on the dashboard? Any other tips for a computer novice like me?

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

155. the SWEETNESS at the BOTTOM of the PIE

Alan Bradley 2009

This is the first of (hopefully) many more Flavia de Luce mystery books to come. Flavia is an adorable and spunky eleven-year-old sleuth who has a passion for chemistry, specifically poisons. Unlike her sisters Feely and Daffy, she devotes all her time studying them in her own laboratory. But when she finds a dead bird with an orange stamp on its beak, and soon after finds a dead man in her backyard, she must hurry and find the culprit. A brilliant simple mystery infused with enough charm, humor and suspense to keep me asking for more!

'It was as black in the closet as old blood. They have shoved me in and locked the door. I breathed heavily through my nose, fighting desperately to remain calm.'(opening lines)

'What intrigued me more than anything was finding out the way in which everything, all of creation -- all of it! -- was held together by invisible chemical bonds, and I found a strange, inexplicable comfort in knowing that somewhere, even though we couldn't see it in our own world, there was real stability.'(10)

'It was a bird, a jack snipe -- and it was dead. It lay on its back on the doorstep, its stiff wings extended like a little pterodactyl, its eyes rather unpleasantly filmed over, the long black needle of its bill pointing straight up into the air. Something impaled upon it shifted in the morning breeze -- a tiny scrap of paper. Not a scrap of paper, a postage stamp.'(15)

'I wish I could say I was afraid, but I wasn't. Quite the contrary. This was by far the most interesting thing that had ever happened to me in my entire life.'(29)

'As I stood outside in Cow Lane, it occurred to me that Heaven must be a place where the library is open twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. No... eight days a week.'(57-58)

'I brought to mind the image of the stranger lying there in the first light of dawn; the slight growth of whiskers on his chin, strands of his red hair shifting gently on the faint stirrings of the morning breeze, the pallor, the extended leg, the quivering fingers, that last, sucking breath. And the word, blown into my face ... "Vale."'(77)

'It's a fact of life that a girl can tell in a flash if another girl liked her. Feely says that there is a broken telephone connection between men and women, and we can never know which of us rang off. With a boy you never know whether he's smitten or gagging, but with a girl you can tell in the first three seconds. Between girls there is a silent and unending flow of invisible signals...'(85)

'Except for a handkerchief-scarf of grass at one side, Miss Mountjoy's willow filled the fenced-in yard. Even on the doorstep I could feel the dampness of the place: the tree's languid branches formed a green bell jar through which little light seemed to penetrate, giving me the odd sensation of being under water. Vivid green mosses made a stone sponge of the doorstep, and water stains stretched their sad and black fingers across the face of the orange plaster.'(136)

'... there are questions which need to be asked, and there are questions which need not be asked.'(142)

'It was downhill all the way, and I made good speed. When I backpedaled, the Sturmey-Archer three-speed hub on Glady's rear wheel gave off a noise like a den of enraged, vernon-dripping rattlesnakes. I pretended they were right there behind me, striking at my heels. It was glorious! I hadn't felt in such fine form since the day I first produced, by successive extraction and evaporation, a synthetic curare from the bog arum in the Vicar's lily pond.'(156)

'Here we are, Father and I , shut up in a plain little room, and for the first time in my life having something that might pass for a conversation. We were talking to one another almost like adults; almost like one human being to another; almost like father and daughter. And even though I couldn't think of anything to say, I felt myself wanting to go on and on until the last star blinked out.'(191)

'Unless some sweetness at the bottom lie,
Who cares for all the crinkling of the pie?'(223)

'Whenever one comes face-to-face with a killer in a novel or in a cinema, his opening words are always fripping with menace, and often from Shakespeare.'(302)

'It was a lie and I detected it at once. As an accomplished fibber myself, I spotted the telltale signs of an untruth before they were halfway out of his mouth: the excessive detail, the offhand delivery, and the wrapping-up of it all in casual chitchat.'(304)

a Delacorte Press Book, May 2009
370 pages
Book borrowed from the library
Book qualifies for: 100+ Reading Challenge

Monday, April 25, 2011

Graffiti and Tatto

Jasa Graffiti dan Tatto

Menerima Jasa graffiti

  • Graffiti ditembok

  • Graffiti dikayu

  • Graffiti dikain

  • dll


Menerima Jasa Tatto

  • Tatto Temporer

  • Tatto Permanent


melayani dari pukul 09.00 sampai 20.00

Harga Terjangkau, dan pastinya Bisa NEGO....

Bagi anda peminat seni silahkan berkunjung ke tempat kami..

Graffiti and Tatto

Jasa Graffiti dan Tatto

Menerima Jasa graffiti

  • Graffiti ditembok

  • Graffiti dikayu

  • Graffiti dikain

  • dll


Menerima Jasa Tatto

  • Tatto Temporer

  • Tatto Permanent


melayani dari pukul 09.00 sampai 20.00

Harga Terjangkau, dan pastinya Bisa NEGO....

Bagi anda peminat seni silahkan berkunjung ke tempat kami..

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Living With a New Sheet!

Welcome new love. new boyfriend. and deal with different people as well. today you have expressed your feelings to me. I'm happy to hear it. yes we hope lasting affection. I hope you do not play with my heart. I hope you're serious. amen! I love you. honestly, I do not think we will be dating. before, I did not get far in that direction minded. first, in my mind there are only ex-ex and ex. but, while there you feel like the world is bright again. Thanks dear, I've the same affection. I will not waste another second guy. swear! I will be faithful if you are faithful. I love you. I love you. living with a new sheet!  





Wednesday, April 20, 2011

TRIBAL TATTOO | face tribal tattoo

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154. LIKE WATER for CHOCOLATE

Laura Esquivel 1961
Translated by Carol Christensen and Thomas Christensen

Presented in twelve chapters, designated by the twelve months of the year, this enchanting love story with a culinary twist, is sprinkled with recipes galore, one to start each chapter, and a lot more sprinklings in between (food recipes as exotic as Quail in Rose Petal Sauce, Ox-tail Soup and Champandongo, to non-food recipes such as how to make a matches, how to kill bed bugs and how to make ink). Tita, the protagonist, has the gift of cooking, perhaps made brilliant by the fact that she was born in the kitchen (after the crying from slicing onions induced her mother's labor). She is also the youngest of siblings, and according to tradition, she can never marry and must  devote her entire life taking care of her mother, Mama Ellen. But she is in love with Pedro, and Pedro is in love with her, but Pedro has to marry her sister Rosaura instead...

'PREPARATION:
Take care to chop the onion fine. To keep from crying when you chop it (which is annoying), I suggest you place a little bit on your head.'(opening lines)

'Despite the time that had passed since that evening, she remembered it perfectly: the sounds, the smells, the way her new dress had grazed the freshly waxed floor, the look Pedro gave her... That look! She had been walking to the table carrying a tray of egg-yolk candies when she first felt his hot gaze burning her skin. She turned her head, and her eyes met Pedro's. It was then she understood how dough feels when it is plunged into boiling oil. The heat that invaded her body was so real she ws afraid she would start to bubble -- her face, her stomach, her heart, her breasts, -- like batter...'(16)

'She was so wrapped up in her thoughts that she didn't notice that all around her something very strange was taking place. The moment they took their first bite of the cake, everyone was flooded with a great wave of longing. ... But the weeping was just the first symptom of a strange intoxication -- an acute attack of pain and frustration -- that seized the guests and scattered them across the patio and the grounds and in the bathrooms, all of them wailing over lost love.'(39)

'It wasn't enough he'd made his wife jealous earlier, for when Pedro tasted his first mouthful, he couldn't help closing his eyes in voluptuous delight and exclaiming: "It is a dish for the gods!"'(51)

'Tita knew through her own flesh how fire transforms a tortilla, how a soul that hasn't been warmed by the fire of love is lifeless, like a useless ball of corn flour.'(67)

'She made her cuts through the rind with such mathematical precision that when she was done, she could pick up the watermelon and give it a single blow against a stone, in a particular spot, and like magic the watermelon rind would open like the petals of a flower, leaving the heart intact on the table. Unquestionably, when it came to dividing, dismantling, dismembering, desolating, detaching, dispossessing, destroying, or dominating, Mama Elena was a pro.'(96-97)

'Anything could be true or false, depending on whether one believed it.'(127)

'Whatever it was, it seemed his rage dominated his thoughts and actions for everyone in the house. Tita was literally "like water for chocolate" -- she was on the verge of boiling over. How irritable she was! Even the cooing she loved so much -- the sound made by the doves she had reestablished under the roof of the house, a sound that had given her so much pleasure since her return -- even that noise was annoying. She felt her head about to burst, like a kernel of popcorn.'(151)

'... the most elementary rules of good manners, which tell us that at a social gathering one does not bring up the subject of personalities, sad topics or unfortunate facts, religion, or politics.'(155)

'When the talk turns to eating, a subject of the greatest importance, only fools and sick men don't give it the attention it deserves.'(156-157)

'Something strange was going on. Tita remembered that Nacha had always said that when people argue while preparing tamales, the tamales won't get cooked. They can be heated day after day and still stay raw, because the tamales are angry. In a case like that, you have to sing to them, which makes them happy; then they'll cook.'(218-219)

'She remembered then the words that John had once spoken to her: "If a strong emotion suddenly lights all the candles we carry inside ourselves, it creates a brightness that shines far beyond our normal vision and then a splendid tunnel appears that shows us the way that we forgot when we were born and call us to recover our lost divine origin. The soul longs to return to the place it came from, leaving the body lifeless"... (244-245)

a Doubleday Hardcover Edition
246 pages
Book owned
Book qualifies for: 100+ Reading Challenge
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Personal Note:
We are off to Chicago, April 20-26, 2011, to celebrate Easter with the family. I am really looking forward to eating (although not as exotic as Tita's dishes), and chatting, and playing (hopefully outside if the weather allows, although I heard it won't be, so probably boardgames inside), and easter-eggs hunting. I am so excited to give our kids and grandkids their Easter Baskets - candies, chocolates and for each of the little ones, a different HP wand (Harry, Hermione, Ron, Voldemort and Snape... and yes, I am a nerdy nana and we have an HP-obssessed family!!).Happy Easter Weekend to everyone!!
                          

Monday, April 18, 2011

TRIBAL TATTOO | japanese tribal tattoo for women

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Softlens


Ya, daripada pake kacamata emang lebih bagus pake softlens kayaknya. Atau softlens cuma buat hiasan mata aja, biar matanya warna-warni.. hhoho… Tapi pake softlens itu juga ga boleh sembarangan lho..

Bahaya
Bagi yang suka pake softlens, selain tahu akan maanfaatnya, pasti juga harus tahu tentang bahayanya donk… Nah, di sini ada beberapa bahaya peggunaan softlens, jika kita ngga’ bener-bener mengerti dalam hal pemilihan, pemakaian, dan perawatannya.

  1. Iritasi. Lensa yang terkena debu atau kotoran lain, bisa nyebabin iritasi pada mata, sehingga mata bias merah, gatel, atau pedes.
  2. Lensa pada softlens bisa menyebabkan kerusakan pada kornea mata.
  3. Seorang yang memiliki cylinder kornea tinggi dan bentuk softlens yang berubah menyebabkan cylinder yang tidak diharapkan.
  4. Radang mata yang nantinya bikin mata jadi merah.
  5. Hypoxia yang disebabkan karena lensa terlalu ketat.
  6. Keratis. Disebabkan tejadinya pertumbuhan microba karena ketidakterauran dalam petunjuk perawatan menggunakan softlens.
  7. Superficial Punctate Keratitis (SPK) dapat timbul karena lensa yang lebih besar.
  8. Peripheral Neovaskularisasi.

Tips
Softlens digunakan sesuai dengan lama masa pemakaiannya. Karena softlens semakin lama itu semakin kotor. Penggunaan softlens yang sekali pake itu bagus loh..
Orang yang pake softlens memang haruslah orang yang rajin dan bersih. Karena pake softlens itu ga sembarangan.
-    Sebelum pake atau lepas softlens, harus cuci tangan sebersih-bersihnya.
-    Cuci softlens dengan pembersihnya secara berulang minimal 2x. Guyur agak banyak.
-    Penggosokan softlens dengan tangan juga sanga penting loh..
Untuk softlens dengan kadar air sedikit, buat mata jadi cepet kering. So, kita juga perlu menggunakan tetes mata biar tetep basah. Sebaiknya pilih softlens dengan kadar air yang tinggi.
Kalo kamu lagi pake softlens, jangan dipake tidur. Softlens juga jangn dipake renang, atau di tempat yang berdebu/berangin kenceng.
Periksa dulu kondisi mata anda dan konsultasikan ke dokter sebelum pake softlense. Biar lebih aman !

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TRIBAL TATTOO | hand tribal tattoos

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TRIBAL TATTOO

Sunday, April 17, 2011

153. the POISONWOOD BIBLE

Barbara Kingsolver 1998

In this highly absorbing novel, Nathan Price, a WWII veteran, now a Baptist Preacher uproots his family from Georgia to Belgian Congo, in his firm and naive belief that as a missionary, he has God's blessing to spread the word and convert the Congolese to Christianity. Told in seven sections, as though you are reading a bible, the book consists of alternating narratives of five women. Orleanna is the mother who is torn between obeying her husband and the welfare of her four daughters,  Rachel is the first born and at fifteen highly materialistic, Leah is the idealistic twin of Adah who is developmentally delayed and Ruth May, the innocent five year old. They speak of their struggles and frustrations as they try to make sense and later adapt to their new life amidst the poverty and political turmoil of the period. Will they change Congo, or will it change them?

'Imagine a ruin so strange it must never have happened.'(opening line)

'It lasted just a moment, whatever that is. One held breath? An ant's afternoon? It was brief, I can promise that much, for although it's been years now since my children ruled my life, a mother recalls the measure of the silences.'(7)

'Sunrise tantalize, evil eyes hypnotize: that is the morning, Congo pink. any morning, every morning. Blossomy rose-color birdsong air streaked sour with breakfast cookfires. a wide red plank of dirt -- the so-called road -- flat-out in font of us, continuous is theory from here to somewhere distant...  The parade never stops. Into the jangled pieces of road little jungle roosters step from the bush, karkadoodling.'(30)

'Silence has many advantages. When you do not speak, other people presume you to be deaf or feeble-minded and promptly make a show of their own limitations.'(34)

'Once every few years, even now, I catch the scent of Africa. It makes me want to ken, sing, clap up thunder, lie down at the foot of a tree and let the worms take whatever of me they can still use.
I find it impossible to bear.
Ripe fruits, acrid sweat, urine flowers, dark spices, and other things I've never even seen -- I can't say what goes into the composition, or why it rises up to confront me as I round some corner hastily, unsuspecting. It has found me here on this island, in our little town...'(87)

'How did he come to pass, this nommo Nathan Price? I do wonder. In the beginning was the word, the war, the way of the flesh. The mother, the Father, the son who was not, the daughters who were too many. The twins who brought down the house, indeed. In the beginning was the word the herd the blurred the turd the debts incurred the theatrical absurd. Our Father has a bone to pick with this world, and oh, he picks it like a sore. Picks it with the word. His punishment is the Word, and his deficiencies are failures of words ...'(213)

'Mama Mwanza shouted again and clapped her hands, bringing a reluctant son out of the house, dragging the flat, pinkish soles of his feet. Then I laughed, too, just because people young and old are more or less the same everywhere. I let myself breathe out, feeling like one of Anatole's schoolboys taking a scolding.
"Do you see that, Beene? That is Congo. Not minerals and glittering rocks with no hearts, these things that are traded behind our backs. The Congo is us."(231)

'If his decision to keep us here in the Congo wasn't right, then what else might he be wrong about? It has opened up in my heart a sickening world of doubts and possibilities, where before I had only faith in my father and love for the Lord. Without the rock of certainty underfoot, the Congo is a fearsome place to have to sink or swim.'(244)

'I may be a preacher's daughter, but I know a thing or two. And one of them is, when men want to kiss you they act like they are just on the brink of doing something that's going to change the whole wide world.'(294)

'Ants. We were walking on, surrounded, enclosed, enveloped, being eaten by ants. Every surface was covered and boiling, and the path like black flowing lava in the moonlight. Dark, bulbous tree trunks seethed and bulged. The grass had become a field of dark daggers standing upright, churning and crumpling in on themselves. We walked on ants and ran on them, releasing their vinegary smell to the weird, quiet night.''(299)

"I am telling you what I'm telling you. Don't try to make life a mathematics problem with yourself in the center and everything coming out equal. When you are good, bad things can still happen. And if you are bad, you can still be lucky."(309)

'The sting of a fly, the Congolese say, can launch the end of the world. How simply things begin.'(317)

'God doesn't need to punish us. He just grants us a long enough life to punish ourselves.'(327)

'How can I ever love anyone but Anatole? Who else cam make the colors of the aurora borealis rise off my skin where he strokes my forearm? Or send needles of ice tinkling blue through my brain when he looks into my eyes? What else but this fever could commute my father's ghost crying, "Jezebel!" into a curl of blue smoke drifting the honey-colored ache of malaria and guilt from my blood? By Anatole I was shattered and assembled, by way of Anatole I am delivered not out of my life but through it.'(399)

'... how can there be so many kinds of things a person doesn't really need?
I can think of no honorable answer. Why must some of us deliberate between brands of toothpaste, while others deliberate between damp dirt and bone dust to quiet the fire of an empty stomach lining? There is nothing about the United States I can really explain to this child of another world.'(441)

'Our union has been difficult for both of us in the long run, but what union isn't? Marriage is one long fit of compromise, deep and wide. There is always one agenda swallowing another, a squeaky wheel crying out. But hasn't our life together meant more to the world than either of us could have meant alone?'(473)

'"Be kind to yourself," he says softly in my ear, and I ask him, How is that possible? I rock back and forth on my chair like a baby, craving so many impossible things: justice, forgiveness, redemption. I crave to stop bearing all the wounds of this place on my own narrow body. But I also want to be the person who stays, who goes on feeling anguish where anguish is due. I want to belong somewhere, damn it. To scrub the hundred years' war off this white skin till there's nothing left and I can walk out among my neighbors wearing raw sinew and bone, like they do.
Most of all, my white skin craves to be touched and held by the one man on earth I know has forgiven me for it.'(474)

'Everything you're sure is right can be wrong in another place.'(505)

First HarperPerennial edition 1999
543 pages
Book owned
Book qualifies for: 100+ Reading Challenge

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Tren Rambut 2011

Selain sneak peek dari panggung runway Spring 2011, tren rambut terbaru 2011 bisa juga kamu intip dari hasil tangan cekatan para hair dresser.

Inilah laporan lengkap styling dan potongan rambut yang akan hits sepanjang tahun 2011. Rambut pendek, sedang atau panjang, poni tebal wajib dicoba!

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Pixie hair dengan variasi cutting asimetris dan rambut model bob berponi super pendek mendominasi tren rambut pendek. Bila sudah bosan dengan poni panjang ke depan, beri wax dan bentuk poni sleek rapi ke belakang.

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Nafas lega buat si rambut tanggung! Karena tahun ini, banyak pilihan untuk mengeksplorasi rambutmu. Bob manis super flat, ikal besar ala 50-an atau eksperimen trap dan layer bisa jadi guidance-mu.

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Saatnya menerjemahkan styling rambut dari panggung runway. Seperti messy hair, 70’s big wave atau rambut besar hasil sasakan. Don’t do it too much, agar styling-mu tetap terlihat effortless.

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