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Tuesday, March 8, 2011

141. SCHINDLER'S LIST

Thomas Keneally 1982

An astonishing book about an astonishing man. The writer uses vivid and often horrifying personal accounts from many Schindler survivors to effectively present an authentic fictionalized memoir of  Oskar Schindler and his personal fight to save many Jews from the death camps during the Holocaust. Beneath the carefree gambling, drinking and womanizing facade was the heart of a just, sympathetic, righteous and fearless man who cunningly manipulated the ranks of evil Nazi officers for his remarkable cause. 

'In Poland's deepest autumn, a tall young man in an expensive overcoat, double-breasted dinner jacket beneath it and -- in the lapel of the dinner jacket -- a large ornamental gold-on-black-enamel Hakenkreuz (swastika) emerged from a fashionable apartment building in Straszewskiego Street, on the edge of the ancient center of Cracow, and saw his chauffeur waiting with fuming breath by the open door of an enormous and, even in this blackened world, lustrous Adler limousine.'(opening lines)

'So the story of Oskar Schindler is begun perilously, with Gothic Nazis, with SS hedonism, with a thin and brutalized girl, and with a figure of the imagination somehow as popular as the golden-hearted whore: the good German.'(29)

'Destiny, said Herr Schindler senior, was not a limitless rope. It was a piece of elastic. The harder you went forward, the more fiercely you were jerked back to your starting point.'(39)

'Near the end of their talk, Oskar did say something that had novelty. In times like these, he said, it must be hard for the churches to go on telling people that their Heavenly father cared about the death of even a single sparrow. He'd hate to be a priest, Herr Schindler said, in an era like this, when life did not have the value of a pack of cigarettes. Stern agreed but suggested, in the spirit of the discussion, that the Biblical reference Herr Schindler had made could be summed up by a Talmudic verse which said that he who saves the life of one man saves the entire world.'(48)

'Then without blinking, without any introduction, any qualifying lift of the shoulders, he told them, "You'll be safe working here. If you work here, then you'll live through the war."... The promise had dazed them all. It was a godlike promise. How could a mere man make a promise like that? But Edith Liebgold found herself believing it instantly. Not so  much because she wanted to; not because it was a sop, a reckless incentive. It was because in the second Herr Schindler uttered the promise it left no option but belief.'(91-92)

'Similar loops of reasoning would be traced this year and in years to come by all those to whom Oskar Schindler made his heady promises. Some would become aware of the unstated corollary. If the man was wrong, if he lightly used his powers of passing on conviction, then there was no God and no humanity, no bread, no succor. There were, of course, only odds, and odds weren't good.'(92)

'The chambers of Belzec, Schindler found out from his source had been completed by March of that year under the supervision of a Hamburg engineering firm and of SS engineers from Oranienburg. From Bachner's testimony, it seemed that 3,000 killings a day were not beyond their capacity. Crematoria were under construction, lest old-fashioned means of disposal of corpses put a brake on the new killing method.'(136)

'Now, even if he and Dr. B made their decision, H didn't know if he had the rigor to feed the cyanide to the ill, or to watch someone else do it and maintain a professional dispassion. It was absurdly like the argument, in one's youth, about whether you should approach a girl you were infatuated with. And when you'd decided, it still counted for nothing. The act still had to be faced.'(178)

'From late 1943, there is a story about Schindler which runs among the survivors with the electric excitement of a myth. For the thing about a myth is not whether it is true or not, nor whether it should be true, but that it is somehow truer that truth itself.... Oskar had become a minor god of deliverance, double faced -- in the Greek manner -- as any small god; endowed with all the human vices; many-handed; subtly powerful; capable of bringing gratuitous but secure salvation.'(232)

'But her father believed that Oskar would make a list of people and extricate them. Oskar's list, in the mind of some, was already more than a mere tabulation. It was a List. It was a sweet chariot which might swing low.'(277)

'At some point in any discussion of Schindler, the surviving friends of the Herr Direktor will blink and shake their heads and begin the almost mathematical business of finding the sum of his motives. For one of the commonest sentiments of Schindler Jews is still "I don't know why he did it." It can be said to begin with that Oskar was a gambler, was a sentimentalist who loved the transparency, the simplicity of doing good; that Oskar was by temperament an anarchist who loved to ridicule the system; and that beneath the hearty sensuality lay a capacity to be outraged by human savagery, to react to it and not to be overwhelmed. But none of this, jotted down, added up, explains the doggedness with which in the autumn of 1944, he prepared a final haven for the graduates of Emalia.'(281)

'He was mourned on every continent.'(closing line)

a Touchstone Book, Edition 1993
397 pages
Book owned
Book qualifies for:100+ Reading Challenge

Friday, June 4, 2010

58. ANNE FRANK: the DIARY of a YOUNG GIRL

Anne Frank, 1952
Translated from the Dutch by B.M Mooyaart-Doubleday

A poignant and thoughtful diary written by Anne from the age of twelve to fifteen, amidst the threat of German capture at any second, hiding at the "Secret Annexe" at her father Otto Frank's office with seven other people and 'journaling' like any teenager would: the normal mother-daughter conflicts she faced everyday, her longing to be a daddy's girl, her relationship with her sister Margot, the excitementof her first kiss with Peter and all the anguish and anxiety of this horrible time in Amsterdam.

'On Friday, June 12th, I woke up at six o'clock and no wonder, it was my birthday. But of course. I was not allowed to get up at that hour, so I had to control my curiosity until a quarter to seven.' (1)

'Yes, there is no doubt that paper is patient and as I don't intend to show this cardboard-covered notebook, bearing the proud name of "diary," to anyone, unless I find a real friend, boy or girl, probably nobody cares. And now I come to the root of the matter, the reason for my starting a diary: it is that I have no such real friend.'(2)

'I don't think I shall ever feel really at home in this house, but that does not mean that I loathe it here, it is more like being on vacation in a very peculiar boarding house. Rather a mad idea, perhaps, but that is how it strikes me. The "Secret Annexe" is the ideal hiding place.'(20)

'Margot and Mummy's natures are completely strange to me. I can understand my friends better than my own mother--too bad!' (30)

'Anyhow, I've learned one thing now. You only really get to know people when you've had a jolly good row with them. Then and then only can you judge their true characters!'(35)

'Mummy and her feelings are something I find harder to bear than anything else...We are exact opposites in everything; so naturally we are bound to run up against each other. I don't pronounce judgement on Mummy's character, for that is something i can't judge. '(45)

'Honestly, you needn't think it's easy to be the "badly brought-up" central figure of a hypercritical family in hiding. When I lie in bed at night and think over the many sins and shortcomings attributed to me, I get so confused by it all that I either laugh or cry: it depends what sort of mood I am in.'(56)

'Mummy got up, paused by my bed for a moment, and walked slowly towards the door. Suddenly she turned around, and with a distorted look on her face said, "I don't want to be cross, love cannot be forced." There were tears in her eyes as she left the room.'(75)

'It annoys me that I am so dependent on the atmosphere here, but I'm certainly not the only one--we all find it the same. If I read a book that impresses me, I have to take myself firmly in hand, before I mix with other people; otherwise they would think my mind rather queer.'(114)

'I simply can't imagine that the world will ever be normal for us again. I do talk about "after the war," but then it is only a castle in the air, something that will never really happen.'(115)

'I see the eight of us with our "Secret Annexe" as if we were a little piece of blue heaven, surrounded by heavy black rain clouds. The round, clearly defined spot where we stand is still safe, but the clouds gather more closely about us and the circle which separates us from the approaching danger closes more and more tightly.'(115)

'I hid myself within myself, I only considered myself and quietly wrote down all my joys, sorrows, and contempt in my diary. This diary is of great value to me, because it has become a book of memoirs in many places, but on a good many pages I could certainly put "past and done with."'(127)

"I have now reached the stage that I don't care much whether I live or die. The world will still keep turning without me; what is going to happen, will happen, and anyway it's no good trying to resist.'(150)

'I believe that it's spring within me. I feel that spring is awakening, I feel it in my whole body and soul. It is an effort to behave normally, I feel utterly confused, don't know what to read, what to write, what to do, I only know that I am longing...!'(151)

'The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely, or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quite alone with the heavens, nature, and God...And I firmly believe that nature brings solace in all troubles.'(158)

'Why should millions be spent daily on the war and yet there's not a penny available for medical services, artists, or for poor people? Why do some people have to starve, while there are surpluses rotting in other parts of the world? Oh why are people so crazy?'(223)

'I hope something will happen soon now, shooting if need be--nothing can crush is more than this restlessness. Let the end come, even if it is hard; then at least we shall know whether we are finally going to win through or go under.'(242)

'How noble and good everyone could be if, every evening before falling asleep, they were to recall to their minds the events of the whole day and consider exactly what has been good and bad. Then without realizing it, you try to improve yourself at the start of each new day; of course, you achieve quite a lot in the course of time. Anyone can do this, it costs nothing and is certainly very helpful. Whoever doesn't know it must learn and find by experience that: "A quiet conscience makes one strong!"'(256)

'This refrain hummed in my ears: bend the top, pull the skin, remove the string, throw out the pod, etc., etc., they dance before my eyes, green, green, green maggots, strings, rotten pods, green, green, green.'(259)

'I have one outstanding trait in my character, which must strike anyone who knows me for any length of time, and that is my knowledge of myself. I can watch myself and my actions, just like an outsider. The Anne of every day I can face entirely without prejudice, without making excuses for her, and watch what's good and what's bad about her. This "self-consciousness" haunts me, and every time I open my mouth I know as soon as I've spoken whether "they ought to have been different" or "that was right as it was."'(260)

'I didn't want to to hear about "symptoms of your age," or '"other girls," or "it wears off by itself"; I didn't want to be treated as a girl-like-all others, but as Anne-on-her-own-merits. Pim didn't understand that. For that matter, I can't confide in anyone, unless they tell me a lot about themselves...' (261)

Bantam Edition July 1993
283 pages
Book borrowed from the Library